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im doing a lot better than i was. ive been going to counseling and i realized something. i dont cut myself because i want to die. i do it because i hurt so bad on the inside and than i cut myself on the outside to try and kill the thing that hurts me so bad on the inside. its a weird thing and its hard to explain. i also realized when you cut its not really you.. the pain is like identity theft and your not who you ever where your just trapped in a black whole where there is no light. but if you ask for help you realize the light is alot closer than you think. i dont want people to feel sorry for me and i dont want people to think im doing this for attention. i just want people to understand what i think and feel.
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