13, 4 and 16

[naiviv_rain]

what does it matter? i fill myself with hope. with the wrong kind of hope. oh yeah, i know it's wrong. i don't care. i don't want to care anymore. and who cares anyway?

i'm waiting for 13 november
i can't wait
i'm going to make it foolproof, i hope so anyway.
since i've never done it before.

i'd do it now. but i'm waiting, just for you.