Nightmare?
I can't really even remember most of the dream I had last night, but it's been flashing in and out of my head all day. Maybe if I write it down I'll sleep better tonight.
The first bit of it I remember, starts out with me in a home, which has a layout that was similar to my home in Reno. Anyway, there was lots of us staying in this home, it was safe enough until night, when we were all told to kill eachother. We knew we had to do it, but some of us thought we could hold out at least until morning. We all huddled into the big bedroom and snuggled up into two beds, I stayed with this nice guy who looked a lot like "L" from death note, didn't act like him though.
Before I fell asleep Aparna (my friend in real life) whispered in my ear that she was going to kill us all while we were asleep. Prehaps thats why when she opened the door in the middle of the night and yellow light poured across the floor I knew it was her, and I shot up out of bed screaming and ran for the closet. Aparana (who is hindu) started chanting, and speaking in Hindu and conjured up some sort of thing...all I remember seeing was this redish dust fill the room, and the sounds of the others in the bed, as they screamed before they were ripped to shreds, and a small glimpse of Aparna holding a knife.
Needless to say sometime rushed past me, and I ran out of there screaming with the one or two others who had managed to come hide with me. It was terrifying, listening to myself scream as I ran down the stairs, my skirt tripping me up as it slid down my hips. Eventually I got to the kitchen, where we stood there waiting untill the sounds from above had died down. Because we knew as soon as they stoped she would come down for us. Thats when I remembered I could use magic...or so I thought.
Well, the next thing I remember is being under the Ocean, except everything was white and neon green. It was simply clear water with green Alge floating around. I was working for mom and dad, mariene biologists, collecting samples of god knows what. And suddenly I had a revelation of being submerged in filth, I remember spotting a piece of flesh floating in the water, and then I thought of all the waste fish produce, and plants, and blood, and urine, everything was in the water, and it was touching me, drowining me. I couldn't surface fast enough it was choking me, disgusting yet clear filth flowing into ever pour of me, and in toxicating my body.
Suddenly there was something about a shark in the water....an then my memories flash to me up on the deck of the boat, I'm running again, there is terrible danger, except this time I'm not the only one in serious trouble. I'm with a group of small children, its my sister when she was little, and her friend Ariel, and lots more of them. I tell them to run, keep running, move or will all die. But Ariel trips and the white tile under are feet is suddenly turrned red with her blood. I picked her up and cradeled her in my arms, her bloody face smearing the red stuff all over me. She was screaming so I tried to wipe her matted hair from her face. "It's ok baby, it's ok," I said as I started to cry "your fine, I promise you" yet that was a lie, and I started crying even harder because there was just so much blood all over her face.
Anyway....ew. Long post.