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I want people to question/pester me on my crushes. Most would go, you? in love? (Pseudo at least)
But I know I'd just fend off the questions tho. Moving alongg~
(I wanna live) in the yellow submarine,yellow submarine~
Nyan.
I told someone on ICQ chat whilst waiting for Daddy dearest to come online that :
Im millennium borne but my precious parents made me a hippie child.
When my nickname was : YellowSubSalem and she said its a weird name. Ha. It aint weird, yo! You are just over-dated! *bricked*
Waiting for DD, I dunno I feel horibbly attached to him all of a sudden. I quite miss him after 2 weeks plus at Uni. It would be weird to say that my relationship with him is of a missing arm. I miss that old idiot *fondly* o mine during Uni stay yet at home I take him for granted. As in:
oh. He is there as usual. yeah moving along.. OOh. Mom pom! *clings to my mother and start gossiping with her like fishwives*
When you 'lost' your arm, you would feel... *shrug* missing. *Knocks on wood*
I've downloaded 6 gb of Yuki kajiura and 60's and 70's songs in just 2 days. All (I hope) of The beatles, mamas and the papas, boney M, modern talking and others. Partially because I want to 'give' DD something back after he is being 'there' as usual. He is just 'saying', but the other day online he mentioned he is sick and tired of coming back home in the evening and going through a routine of just work work and look at the sky when he is at home at the end of my current lifetime. I feel hurt ALONG with him and I just was crying then. Am crying now even. I deceive people.
Anyways yeah. So the other other day, I bought DVD's for him for his birthday. Then I 'felt' that it won't do him good as I'm technically using 'his' money through my University loan to get him the DVD's. So well, He is an audiophile. HE made me a Hippie child :D So I shall try to recover his beloved LP album library (Destroyed in a fucking flood) digitally.
Then I came over this page:
http://bellsouthpwp2.net/H/o/Honeysdew/fathers.html
And plus Elvis presley song of ' Daddy, Please Don't cry'
...
I just..
DD would you just effing come online?! *burst into a tirade at still empty chat room*
Dont tell me to just call him. 98% of our phone conversations WILL end excactly or before the 1 minute mark. Its true. I think thats our weird habit. No matter what topic,by 1 minute we have nothing else to talk about.
Everytime I look at my call timer I would chuckle. Yup 1 minute again. XD
But at home or in the car, he just is THERE. Silent. My silent rock. *Fond smile*
So yes.
He is mai Rock.
Lets make this my overdue Fathers Day apreciation of some sort ,kay? ^_^. Ironic that the above toughts and disclosure comes about when He isn't there when I want him. Online at least. *shrug* Don't get me started on an analogy of public transport with him. When you don't want a bus.. *sigh*
P.s
Reading back.. I'm not surprised if a psycologist would 'read' behind the lines and 'connect' my flow of toughts and completely assume wrongly.
Or in forlorn_slayer words, seronged. XXD
Thank god the psychologist in question, Fuhrer Sigmund Freud is ded XDDD
Ps 2. Send me oldies. Please? ^^
But I know I'd just fend off the questions tho. Moving alongg~
(I wanna live) in the yellow submarine,yellow submarine~
Nyan.
I told someone on ICQ chat whilst waiting for Daddy dearest to come online that :
Im millennium borne but my precious parents made me a hippie child.
When my nickname was : YellowSubSalem and she said its a weird name. Ha. It aint weird, yo! You are just over-dated! *bricked*
Waiting for DD, I dunno I feel horibbly attached to him all of a sudden. I quite miss him after 2 weeks plus at Uni. It would be weird to say that my relationship with him is of a missing arm. I miss that old idiot *fondly* o mine during Uni stay yet at home I take him for granted. As in:
oh. He is there as usual. yeah moving along.. OOh. Mom pom! *clings to my mother and start gossiping with her like fishwives*
When you 'lost' your arm, you would feel... *shrug* missing. *Knocks on wood*
I've downloaded 6 gb of Yuki kajiura and 60's and 70's songs in just 2 days. All (I hope) of The beatles, mamas and the papas, boney M, modern talking and others. Partially because I want to 'give' DD something back after he is being 'there' as usual. He is just 'saying', but the other day online he mentioned he is sick and tired of coming back home in the evening and going through a routine of just work work and look at the sky when he is at home at the end of my current lifetime. I feel hurt ALONG with him and I just was crying then. Am crying now even. I deceive people.
Anyways yeah. So the other other day, I bought DVD's for him for his birthday. Then I 'felt' that it won't do him good as I'm technically using 'his' money through my University loan to get him the DVD's. So well, He is an audiophile. HE made me a Hippie child :D So I shall try to recover his beloved LP album library (Destroyed in a fucking flood) digitally.
Then I came over this page:
http://bellsouthpwp2.net/H/o/Honeysdew/fathers.html
And plus Elvis presley song of ' Daddy, Please Don't cry'
...
I just..
DD would you just effing come online?! *burst into a tirade at still empty chat room*
Dont tell me to just call him. 98% of our phone conversations WILL end excactly or before the 1 minute mark. Its true. I think thats our weird habit. No matter what topic,by 1 minute we have nothing else to talk about.
Everytime I look at my call timer I would chuckle. Yup 1 minute again. XD
But at home or in the car, he just is THERE. Silent. My silent rock. *Fond smile*
So yes.
He is mai Rock.
Lets make this my overdue Fathers Day apreciation of some sort ,kay? ^_^. Ironic that the above toughts and disclosure comes about when He isn't there when I want him. Online at least. *shrug* Don't get me started on an analogy of public transport with him. When you don't want a bus.. *sigh*
P.s
Reading back.. I'm not surprised if a psycologist would 'read' behind the lines and 'connect' my flow of toughts and completely assume wrongly.
Or in forlorn_slayer words, seronged. XXD
Thank god the psychologist in question, Fuhrer Sigmund Freud is ded XDDD
Ps 2. Send me oldies. Please? ^^