i'd say it's too early to smile, i haven't done that in a while.

[nain]

I know full well I haven't posted in a million years. Sorry.

A lot has happened.

I'll probably do a huge friends-locked post soon to garner sympathy over the crappy events in my life but I can't bring myself to right now, I don't think.

I saw the Nutcracker last night. And cried. I miss it so much. Until a couple of years ago it was my entire life in December and now it's just... gone. And I was supposed to be Marie. I was supposed to be the lead. The star. Oh well.

Also, I didn't make it onto Teen Jeopardy. Surprise, surprise.

Hannah, let me know what would be a good time to call you. My parents want to call your family sometime soon and I'd really love to talk to you. I know things on the email front have been, well, nonexistant. Sorry about that. I never get around to doing anything.

I just started reading Crime and Punishment, by Dostoyevsky. It's dense, but I like it anyway.

I got tickets to Fashion Week for Christmas. That's the highlight of my life right now. It's amazing.

Also, I'm really sorry to everyone's birthdays that I missed. Even winter break has been kind of stressful. But in a different way.

More meaningful post coming soon.