Oct 18, 2007 21:57
I am being stalked by an old vampire at work.
Probation is so dumb. For the next six months, even after I turn 18, I legally must:
- be at my parent's house by 10pm every night
- not see Jessica
- submit my purse and car and person to police search at any time, even without cause
- not go into Macy's
- subit to a drug urinalysis test at any time
plus I have 20 hours community service and a $325 fine, and a probation officer. Cool, chakira.
So psyched to have Luke home this weekend. But in a way it makes me feel even worse for not visiting eden yet. I miss her so bad. We're definitely distancing. And she's only a few hours away. I just wish my car could make the drive. But I'm too poor anyway to afford the gas or bus fare or a train ticket or whatever. In early November I might be able to see her.
I'm sooo broke. The interest on my visa is 25%, and I have $1000 on it right now. My grant check hasn't come in yet, and I'm starting to worry whether or not it will at all, because I can't find the email where my financial aid is explained. My boss fucked up my paycheck again and only gave my $100. He didn't read the other side of the timecard, so he owes me like &400.
So, I'm going to be a kind of zombie for Halloween. But I'm slightly worried because I know Emily will be hypercritical of the final costume. In the end, though, her eccentricism for the undead will inspire me.
My digital camera is broken hhhh
whateverrr