Summer
I'm going to rant.
Although I currently am single and such, I would like people to know some stuff.
I was going through all of my writings and documents and songs that I have on WordPad today, and I found my own quote that I made. I actually remember writing it, too. I wrote because I thought to myself, "When I become famous, I want people to know I actually care about others. I want to help people. I want to help my friends."
I wrote in towards the end of seventh grade, already planning to get famous.
So, here it is my friends, although there are only two of you who look at my page....
" There's always that one person, that one special person who you meet for the first time and instantly click with. Isn't that just amazing? But then they start to put themselves down and all you want to scream out is "shut up, you aren't like all those means things you say to yourself, you're so much more." And they go on, not listening to a word that you said. And it's sad, you know? How they just stop you mid sentence and say that its not like that. That they never put themselves down, how they never stop listening. Those liars. And yet, even I go on striving to believe them, but it won't happen. I can never believe them, but I don't want to lose them either. So I pretend like it's not hurting me to hear them say that stuff. Because it's all not true. Not true at all. One day, in twenty years when they have a settled life, they will realize that everything they said wasn't the right words to say at all, but that they were actually just trying to reach out. Reach out so they could find the courage to say "I love you.." "
I hope that that had some sort of impact on you. Really, I do. I'll probably post a whole bunch of those quotes of mine that I have found from years back.
Thank you everyone.
xoxox,
Marie Radtastic.
Although I currently am single and such, I would like people to know some stuff.
I was going through all of my writings and documents and songs that I have on WordPad today, and I found my own quote that I made. I actually remember writing it, too. I wrote because I thought to myself, "When I become famous, I want people to know I actually care about others. I want to help people. I want to help my friends."
I wrote in towards the end of seventh grade, already planning to get famous.
So, here it is my friends, although there are only two of you who look at my page....
" There's always that one person, that one special person who you meet for the first time and instantly click with. Isn't that just amazing? But then they start to put themselves down and all you want to scream out is "shut up, you aren't like all those means things you say to yourself, you're so much more." And they go on, not listening to a word that you said. And it's sad, you know? How they just stop you mid sentence and say that its not like that. That they never put themselves down, how they never stop listening. Those liars. And yet, even I go on striving to believe them, but it won't happen. I can never believe them, but I don't want to lose them either. So I pretend like it's not hurting me to hear them say that stuff. Because it's all not true. Not true at all. One day, in twenty years when they have a settled life, they will realize that everything they said wasn't the right words to say at all, but that they were actually just trying to reach out. Reach out so they could find the courage to say "I love you.." "
I hope that that had some sort of impact on you. Really, I do. I'll probably post a whole bunch of those quotes of mine that I have found from years back.
Thank you everyone.
xoxox,
Marie Radtastic.