Emoness and ranting
Let's see, the Digitools sub think's I'm stupid... The Spanish tracher at least is showing signs of intelligence, since she's finally caught on to the fact that I DON'T LIKE HER, I got in a fight for no reason other than that witch thinks my name is bitch, I walked out on the Spanish teacher, I snapped off at Ray, I forgot that 14 and 21 are both divisible by seven, I had to come from school because of my gas pains, Jeanette was at school for me to talk to TWO DAYS out of the last two weeks,There's Stefen's STUPID ASS WITCH GYM TEACHER, the WHOLE Stefen fandangle including his birthday party on the 22nd, I haven't written anything in who knows how long, I had to write poetry in FUCKING PENTAMETER...My Science class has an idiot perma-sub who can't even teach science, much less the level of science I need to be taught to LEARN SOMETHING, the only smart people in the class are MEg Katia and Ugy, (Well, alright, Vanessa's stupid seems to be part of the contaigious class stupid. She's smarter in Honors.) all the boys are bent on pissing me off, the teacher herself is telling me that SHE CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT and telling me to go to the counslers... THE COUNSLERS ARE USELESS. ALL SCHOOL OFFICALS ARE. The bitch queen Dean is out to get me because my mom's a lawyer and dared to agrue with her about me getting suspended for three days, I have to deal with Kennedy-Fucking-Idiots-Wilkins everyday in HONORS which he should't be in because he's no where near passing and never does anything
and there are PEOPLE ON THE WAITINBG LIST for the first time, Advisory is made of suck, I can't really visit the HS anymore because of aforementioned bitch gym teacher, I'm not getting enough sleep but I'm getting too much sleep, I'm always tired, My mom's always yelling at me for being pissy and I don't have the courage to tell her to fuck the hell off and leave me alone, I want to see all my friends at the high school more than once a week, I haven't seen Cheryl since LAST YEAR, No one listnes to me, you guys are my only DA watchers,
I feel like half my teachers are out to get me somehow.
I feel like my parents are impotent and won't do anything to help, and I feel like I can't tell them how I really feel about them.
I feel lied to and ignored na dhated, and I somehow am expected to be the happy smiling Sora all the way through and keep up my optimism.
It's just... I'm sick of wearing the mask. It's even easier here where you can't see my face... Maybe that's why I hate Ray's emoness, because at ;east I'm puytting the effort out to seem happy to everyone even when I'm not and I can't handle it anymore.
I feel like none of my other friedns care anymore and you guys are too far away to really reach.