Oct 05, 2004 23:02
Why does life have to b so confusing at times?
Sometimes i wish i was never born my life is soo fucked up that
i wish death on myself all the time..its weird how u look at
other ppl and their family n they r all so happy me on the other
hand is just miserable..my family hates each other i get made fun
of in n out of skewl ..i guess im not liked anywhere...thats why
i think about suicide alot n i sometimes i wanna do it so bad
but i dont have the balls to..
This kid i like alot doesnt even no im alive i guess im worth
nothing in this world n it hurts.. i cry every single day of my
life n my parents dont help me at all..
People wanna no about my life well here i'll tell u all about it.
first i will start out with my Family..
-i have an abuseive father n a mother that doesnt care
-im always getting put down
-always told that im gunna b a big slut n die quickly..
then there is school..
-Grades suck
-Made fun of all the time
-Teachers hate me
-knowed as a slut
BOYZ..
-every guy i ever liked has used me
-guyz i like make up excuses about not liking me
Friends..
-all i could say is what friends?
-friends i have use me
-are 2face
-i get dicked over all the time...
then people wonder why i do drugs n am always in trouble..
i try soo hard to do the right shit.. i can't even get a fucken
9th grader that i like alot n would do anything in this world for
i dont know anymore all i know is i wanna die!!
L8er