Dec 15, 2005 02:26
Lately I haven't been making people happy or myself and im sorry. Thank you to those who have tried and struggled through my slumps: Nathan, Steff, Mother, and now we knight Father. I write like im dying.. sorry. I'll be more alive. I'm dead when there is no time and im scared. I'm moving and alive when it's in the moment...................... ah fuck im scared.