wishful thinking
Have u ever wanted a friend a family memeber 2 have what u have an more?i guess i should have named this journal, another random thought.but i wish that all my friends could have what have.An in return i wish i could have what they have.i mean i'm actually happy with life right now an that shit is scary.A long time i thought that happines was something only N movies or N other people 's dreams.not myne.
Dont get me wrong my dreams were kool but the ones 2 remember are just the nasty sex ones.Which were great but that is another story.i get so side tracked.
i have friends Keyon an Eskinder which are great people but they seem 2 be going through things that i have already been through.i wish i could derail them from the collisions that may occur but i cann't.I want 2 out of the few people that iknow an trust an that are actually my friends,that dont do anything except be themselves.They dont need that kind of bullshit.now me i brought most of my shit on me personally,an a few other friends do the same so when se get shitted on its like well,FUCK what u expect.But them they do nothing.
great friend true as can be but GOD or FATE just has a thing 4 messin with certain people cuz they find that stuff funny.I dont cuz i've been there.but hey can only make them stronger.Thats what happen 2 me an I know they both stronger than me.An so much smarter too,2 let this shit get 2 them.
But i wish them the best of everything an hope 2 MY GOD an everyone else's god's(not 2 put there's down by typing them lower case) that they Luck an lives turn out 4 the best soon.Cuz if I am blessed 2 be happy DAMNITT they DESERVE that SHIT too.
TTFN Dat Boi,Little E a.k.a. Ependragon the True KING
Dont get me wrong my dreams were kool but the ones 2 remember are just the nasty sex ones.Which were great but that is another story.i get so side tracked.
i have friends Keyon an Eskinder which are great people but they seem 2 be going through things that i have already been through.i wish i could derail them from the collisions that may occur but i cann't.I want 2 out of the few people that iknow an trust an that are actually my friends,that dont do anything except be themselves.They dont need that kind of bullshit.now me i brought most of my shit on me personally,an a few other friends do the same so when se get shitted on its like well,FUCK what u expect.But them they do nothing.
great friend true as can be but GOD or FATE just has a thing 4 messin with certain people cuz they find that stuff funny.I dont cuz i've been there.but hey can only make them stronger.Thats what happen 2 me an I know they both stronger than me.An so much smarter too,2 let this shit get 2 them.
But i wish them the best of everything an hope 2 MY GOD an everyone else's god's(not 2 put there's down by typing them lower case) that they Luck an lives turn out 4 the best soon.Cuz if I am blessed 2 be happy DAMNITT they DESERVE that SHIT too.
TTFN Dat Boi,Little E a.k.a. Ependragon the True KING