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I was working today, and I realized that I was seeing someone I cared about everywhere I looked. it was a strange experience, and I can't think of any time that it has ever really happened to me before. She won't ever be with me, and I realize that now, she is too wrapped up in liking someone else, but that doesn't stop the longing. For some odd reason, it doesn't hurt like it used to either, but at the same time, when I think about it, I don't care about her any less, I don't even want her any less. Perhaps it is the understanding that I won't be with her that has changed this, I'm not really sure. Anyways, I found my head turning to glance at every single red car I saw, and turning quickly whenever I heard any voice similar to hers. She is really someone special to me, and I hope she finds what she is looking for in this life.