Masahiro Nakai @ 40
I’ve been thinking of all the cool and good things I could tell you but I feel like I’ll just be redundant because a lot of your fans already had said all those things to you, the things I want to say to you. Hmm, maybe I’ll just tell you a short story on how I get to know and love you.
Since I became your full time fan, I’ve been admiring your voice. I think your voice is a magical one. I know how you always admit that you don’t have a nice voice but for me, your voice can sound so good and not so good at the same time. I don’t even know why I like it but you said before that even though you don’t sound good you will still keep on singing. Maybe that’s the reason, the efforts you put on the way you do things even though it’s one of your flaws is inspiring and touching.
You’re one of the few people, actually, idols, that I really respect and admire. You’re so dedicated to your work and to SMAP. I know you will not like this and you’ll just deny this but you’re a great leader. I have a feeling that without you, SMAP will not be the SMAP. When I learned all the things you’ve done for them, all the efforts and how you care for them, my respect and admiration for you sky-rocketed. Then I watched you in Saigo no Koi. That’s when everything finally changed. Eventually, even though I denied it many times, I still fell for you. It was really surprising. I can’t still believe that I fell for someone whom I thought I couldn’t like so much. I always think of you as an old man who should be respected because, well, you’re old.
And then I got to know you through the SMAP shows from your teenage years to the present. I also read a lot about you and the things you said in interviews. Those quotes from you reflected how much you love SMAP.
A lot of people love you too. I hope you will never forget that, no matter how you tell yourself and others that you’re not a good person, we won’t believe you (lols). For us, you’re one of the most thoughtful, caring and selfless people out there. I hope you’ll never change.
I also hope you’re having a great day today with your family and of course with SMAP. My wish for you is that you’ll find the right woman for you soon, the one that will make you so happy and will erase all your doubts when it comes to love and marriage. You deserve to be happy, Nakai.
I know it is impossible for you to come across this post of mine but still let me tell you this: Meeting SMAP is one of the best things that happened in my life