Tahara Toshihiko: 'Wish you'd never grown up, it could stay this simple'
I've been wanting to blog about things but there are so many of them so I decided to blog about them one step at a time so I start with this one.
This is a video of Tahara Toshihiko dancing and singing his song ハッとして！Good. Ain't he such a cutiepie?
@1:14 THOUGH
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I never know that I will fall for him so hard that I need to stop and take a rest from fangirling him for a while because fangirling over him and SMAP at the same time pains my chest (literally) and there are times that I can’t breathe and I want to cry because gosh, THESE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR HIM.
Like, look at him, who wouldn’t love that face and his very cute personality when he’s on cam and when he sings and dance. I just want hug him and I want him to be my baby foreverand I also want to affectionately caress his hair and face (lol I sound so creepy) but NOOO, HE’S A GROWN MAN NOW WITH CHILDREN, HIS FIRST BORN IS TURNING 20 IN FEBRUARY 14.
Why was I born in the wrong era and in the wrong country? I would have been there watching his shows with the other showa idols and then shouting chants for him with my fellow fangirls. I just love him so much.
Toshi, I think these feelings I have for you will not go away easily and I have to endure it. That’s always the case when I fall so hard for a person or idols (like I have for Arashi and SMAP). I hope I also have a time machine so I could go back to that time when you’re still a presh baby in the industry and being cute and all. I so love you Toshi.
I know I’m fangirling only on your past, that 19-year-old probinsiyano boy who ventured to the city and had a big break in Johnny’s , that adorable boy who had a very great and strong chemistry with Matsuda Seiko (and a little bit with Kawai Naoko and Nakamori Akina) and that boy who was a former Tanokin Trio member.
I just wished you never left Johnny’s. I want to see you singing and guesting in your kouhai’s shows and possibly with Tanokin Trio (I wish you're with Matchy and Yoochan when they guested in SMAPxSMAP. That would be so awesome but then I know it will be bad for my heart. |D)
I really wish you never grew up. /cue Taylor Swift’s song ‘Never Grow Up’
Also, I might love you in your past but I also love you in your present. I have a feeling you grew up to be a fine man. Though I will forever lol at your blog post about Seiko’s message…really, Toshi? REALLY
I’m already blabbering but I hope I could get the message across that I REALLY LOVE THIS MAN OMIGOSH WHAT SHOULD I DO.
P.S. omg I sound so drunk but really, I’m just so sleepy while doing this. Might edit when not too lazy.
This is a video of Tahara Toshihiko dancing and singing his song ハッとして！Good. Ain't he such a cutiepie?
Click to view@1:14 THOUGH
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I never know that I will fall for him so hard that I need to stop and take a rest from fangirling him for a while because fangirling over him and SMAP at the same time pains my chest (literally) and there are times that I can’t breathe and I want to cry because gosh, THESE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR HIM.
Like, look at him, who wouldn’t love that face and his very cute personality when he’s on cam and when he sings and dance. I just want hug him and I want him to be my baby foreverand I also want to affectionately caress his hair and face (lol I sound so creepy) but NOOO, HE’S A GROWN MAN NOW WITH CHILDREN, HIS FIRST BORN IS TURNING 20 IN FEBRUARY 14.
Why was I born in the wrong era and in the wrong country? I would have been there watching his shows with the other showa idols and then shouting chants for him with my fellow fangirls. I just love him so much.
Toshi, I think these feelings I have for you will not go away easily and I have to endure it. That’s always the case when I fall so hard for a person or idols (like I have for Arashi and SMAP). I hope I also have a time machine so I could go back to that time when you’re still a presh baby in the industry and being cute and all. I so love you Toshi.
I know I’m fangirling only on your past, that 19-year-old probinsiyano boy who ventured to the city and had a big break in Johnny’s , that adorable boy who had a very great and strong chemistry with Matsuda Seiko (and a little bit with Kawai Naoko and Nakamori Akina) and that boy who was a former Tanokin Trio member.
I just wished you never left Johnny’s. I want to see you singing and guesting in your kouhai’s shows and possibly with Tanokin Trio (I wish you're with Matchy and Yoochan when they guested in SMAPxSMAP. That would be so awesome but then I know it will be bad for my heart. |D)
I really wish you never grew up. /cue Taylor Swift’s song ‘Never Grow Up’
Also, I might love you in your past but I also love you in your present. I have a feeling you grew up to be a fine man. Though I will forever lol at your blog post about Seiko’s message…really, Toshi? REALLY
I’m already blabbering but I hope I could get the message across that I REALLY LOVE THIS MAN OMIGOSH WHAT SHOULD I DO.
P.S. omg I sound so drunk but really, I’m just so sleepy while doing this. Might edit when not too lazy.