bosc0holic (1:35:20 PM): everyone who saw the leprechaun say yeah!
dude i am over weekends.
yesterday i drove all the way to jersey for my kickboxing class and dude didn't show up. i'm over that.
called my dad and told him that if my sister doesn't ask me to be in her wedding, or at least possibly call me to let me know she's getting married sometime soon, i'm not going at all. which would suuuuuuck for me because it's in hawaii and i've never been to hawaii, but i'm not going to fly for 10 hours just to go there and stand around looking like a total asshole because i'm her only sister and i'm not even in the wedding.
whatever. fuck that.
last night cymi, lazer, kevsomm, and i went up to paul's shop for a couple hours so cymi could get her wrist tattoed. it looks really good. i likes it. i also really want to get my wrists done now but i still don't know what i want to put there.
i think i might be dying? if not i'm at least hoping to lose some weight. i can't eat really. i think since i woke up monday morning the biggest meal i've had was some chicken noodle soup on wednesday night. the noodles were shaped like batman, though, so i think it was a wise choice. i have a doctor's appointment this coming thursday though with a specialist who will hopefully explain to me why everything i eat makes me sick and i occasionally can't eat for weeks at a time. that would be nice. but i bet they're going to make me drink that gross white chalk shit that i forgot the name of again. i was 11 the last time i had to do that and i still remember what it tastes like. soooooo gross.
i want to do something tonight but i'm not sure what. i had a bad week and i want to hang out with a specific group of people and that's it. i'm not in the mood to be pretending to like your stupid ass :( kev pretty much summed up how i feel about people right now with "i don't even like the people i do like."
at ANY rate. barbeque maybe? that would really work for me, since we can hang out outside and i don't have to go anywhere. i like that plan.
yesterday i drove all the way to jersey for my kickboxing class and dude didn't show up. i'm over that.
called my dad and told him that if my sister doesn't ask me to be in her wedding, or at least possibly call me to let me know she's getting married sometime soon, i'm not going at all. which would suuuuuuck for me because it's in hawaii and i've never been to hawaii, but i'm not going to fly for 10 hours just to go there and stand around looking like a total asshole because i'm her only sister and i'm not even in the wedding.
whatever. fuck that.
last night cymi, lazer, kevsomm, and i went up to paul's shop for a couple hours so cymi could get her wrist tattoed. it looks really good. i likes it. i also really want to get my wrists done now but i still don't know what i want to put there.
i think i might be dying? if not i'm at least hoping to lose some weight. i can't eat really. i think since i woke up monday morning the biggest meal i've had was some chicken noodle soup on wednesday night. the noodles were shaped like batman, though, so i think it was a wise choice. i have a doctor's appointment this coming thursday though with a specialist who will hopefully explain to me why everything i eat makes me sick and i occasionally can't eat for weeks at a time. that would be nice. but i bet they're going to make me drink that gross white chalk shit that i forgot the name of again. i was 11 the last time i had to do that and i still remember what it tastes like. soooooo gross.
i want to do something tonight but i'm not sure what. i had a bad week and i want to hang out with a specific group of people and that's it. i'm not in the mood to be pretending to like your stupid ass :( kev pretty much summed up how i feel about people right now with "i don't even like the people i do like."
at ANY rate. barbeque maybe? that would really work for me, since we can hang out outside and i don't have to go anywhere. i like that plan.