I suck!

[nah_nah8]

Why do I always do things that hurt myself. I'm just a fuck up.. I should have known I wasn't strong enough. I really believed that I could do it. I was doin so good, then I just got sucked back in again and made the same mistake I've made before. And then I feel absolutely awful after the fact. I'm just dumb. I seriously think I have a problem.

Someone help me, I can't seem to break free.

I know what I need, I just don't know how to get it.