Aug 02, 2004 12:15
wow. what a weekend. i'm out of the hospital. going to see the doc later today. working this evening and hopefully seeing casey somewhere in all of this madness. i've been wearing this stupid ass plastic crown since last night...i think it's going to be my new look. how can one NOT feel good when she's wearing a sparkling crown?
i get to see my dentist tomorrow. he's hot. i hate not having an appointment set a few weeks in advance so as to brush and floss more regularly than i do. now i'm all plaquey and dingy. my chances of seducing the dentist are shot. all because of my poor hygiene. darnitall.
i'm inspired right now...i don't know what my inspirational intentions are...but i'm inspired to do something.
i talked to jeremy on saturday. it sucked. i hung up the phone and i was confused. my heart used to go pitter-patter when i just heard his voice. this time, i counted the seconds until we'd end the conversation. last night i began the "de-jeremy-inizing" process. ((i made up that word...do not consult a dictionary)). i'm ready to just totally move on. i think it's been over for much longer than the official "it's over." but i'll always have love for him in my heart. you never forget your first love.
"i like it better when it hurts."
keep it real.