Stupid brother >.
Alright, angst is coming. If you don't like complaining turn around now, lol.
Well my brother is bi-polar (if you don't know what that is, um, they get angry VERY easily and when they snap they can't calm down) and he can get very violent sometimes. Now that he's been back I'm trying my best to stay calm around him. I have to stay strong so if something happens I can protect mom. When he gets mad he doesn't really care who gives a sh!t who he's going after. Last night he took my Aunt's car for a ride.
See, my Aunt left for Texas (depressed enough over that) and will be back in six months. She told my brother only to warm it up in a COUPLE OF MONTHS!! So what does the idiot do? He takes it out for a joy ride. He said he went into town to get lasanga. Yeah, lasanga my ass. He just probably went on a drug run. I know my brother. He would have stopped by the house if he was in town.
So my mom gets on the phone with him. She's trying to prove her point, he's acting like he's invincible, and when she got upset he started laughing at her. I'm afraid that he's going to come over today...I'm shaking just typing about it. I don't want the past to repeat itself. I don't want to see my mom and brother yelling at eachother. I think I'll go insane if it happens again. No joke people. You'll see me in the loony bin. So, yeah, from my viewpoint my life sucks, but I guess I should be happy since there are a lot of people that would like my life instead of thier's since there are people worse off then me. But yet I can't help but feel down and afraid...
Well my brother is bi-polar (if you don't know what that is, um, they get angry VERY easily and when they snap they can't calm down) and he can get very violent sometimes. Now that he's been back I'm trying my best to stay calm around him. I have to stay strong so if something happens I can protect mom. When he gets mad he doesn't really care who gives a sh!t who he's going after. Last night he took my Aunt's car for a ride.
See, my Aunt left for Texas (depressed enough over that) and will be back in six months. She told my brother only to warm it up in a COUPLE OF MONTHS!! So what does the idiot do? He takes it out for a joy ride. He said he went into town to get lasanga. Yeah, lasanga my ass. He just probably went on a drug run. I know my brother. He would have stopped by the house if he was in town.
So my mom gets on the phone with him. She's trying to prove her point, he's acting like he's invincible, and when she got upset he started laughing at her. I'm afraid that he's going to come over today...I'm shaking just typing about it. I don't want the past to repeat itself. I don't want to see my mom and brother yelling at eachother. I think I'll go insane if it happens again. No joke people. You'll see me in the loony bin. So, yeah, from my viewpoint my life sucks, but I guess I should be happy since there are a lot of people that would like my life instead of thier's since there are people worse off then me. But yet I can't help but feel down and afraid...