thinking
ever wish you could see the future....evan just a small sight just to make sure everything your going through is worth all the stress and tears. i cant imagine my life any different if i had to start over from this point on i dont know if i could do it but i just dont like feeling so insecure about what the future will bring. i never really thought about it before, then all of a sudden thats all i thought about, its all i dreamed about, like i woke up one day and hit a point in my life were i just wanted to move on. suddenly all that dreaming was shattered with one phone call. i guess it just proves that thinking and dreaming about to far into the future will lead to disappointment.