WTF!!
okay so i love how everything all of a sudden is going so shitty...like that fact that coach keeps e-mailing and calling us and saying the we have to do field hockey shit....what she doesnt understand is that i have to babysit and the days im not doing that i have to work(i need a job first but i am going to find one)...and then theres something called money which we dont really have alot of to go and spend on some stupid one week camp thing that im not going to even enjoy....im just going to workout and run on my own this summer.....i could care less what anyone thinks about me not doing stuff...im not lazy i just cant afford to do it.....for some reason that is a hard concept for people to understand....apparently i dont come off as a family that has just enough money to survive...i mean my mom just starting working again so we'd have more.....i guess in a way its a good thing that people cant tell that i dont have alot of money but its not like i care if anyone knows cuz it doesnt make me any different of a person it just means that i have to work for things i want ( i.e a car, college, cloths).....it just sucks that people dont understand that.....w/e im out <3 cassy