Questions
Everything has been really strange these past two weeks. I feel as though I have to be careful about everything I say or do. I'm constantly censoring myself. Maybe it's the snow, maybe it's stars and planets, maybe it's just life. Evolution of relationships sometimes puts me aside myself. Do we forget, ignore, punish, help, trust, love, make better, or make worse of all situations. Where is the line for how much we should say and how much we actually do say? What is too much information? What is too little information? How do you not hurt someone for whom you really care? How will I evolve as a person? As a member of society? What do others think of me? Can I ignore their perceptions? Should I analyze my behavior as if a third party? Should I change myself to appease others? Should I keep on living as I do? Am I talked about by others? Positively? Negatively? Am I truly loved? Do I truly love? Why don't I like sleeping alone? Why is so hard for me to be mean to people when I'm upset? Why, when I do get upset, do I get upset at the same people? Is it that I know I will always have them? Will I? What actually is solid in life?