Can't sleep!!!

[nagarebhoshi]

I just can't sleep...I can't find the Sandman...I need you Sandman...I'm supposed to be at the university in 5 hours and I can't find sleep!!! This is not fair!!! Why me???

How pathetic can I be??? I just love to see how everyone else is sleeping and I just can't seem to put my head on the pillow and kiss the world of dreams and welcome it into my subconsciousness. I need to sleep. It is going to be a very long day if I don't go to sleep, especially since tomorrow I have all the classes one right after the other without pause.

Let me see...

Heartless
by: Sara Beatriz García Castillo (aka The Inu)

Listen to your heartbeat.
Can you let it live on its own,
and feel it move and breath
while you caress your soul?
Has your heart ever skiped a beat,
and died only for an instant?
Have you ever fallen from your feet
because you feel you're crossing the distance?

To retrieve your dreams from your heart
you have to kill it,
let it suffer,
let it die.
You have to know what makes it beat
so you have to touch it
feed it,
let it drink from your thoughts,
let it cry.

Abandon all expectations of happiness.
Can you do that and simply be
the kind of person who seems fearless
That needs to be opened with a key?
A heart needs a key to retrieve its feelings
to say that it has learned how to live.
A heart has to know what it has been breathing
So it finds the ability to know it beats.

That's how I found my heart
together with yours.
When you killed it,
it suffered,
it died.
It still remembers your words.
The promises of love,
your thoughts,
your lies.
And it cried.

I couldn't fall asleep so I made this up...
Stupid ain't it?!?!