I think it's too late, but it's never really too late...don't you think?
I have been avoiding my lj...more like ignoring it. Everyone has their reasons, but I think my reason was Christmas and the New Year, plus my brother took it (the computer) appart for some time and I couldn't use it. But I have a questions for everyone. Does family and friends have a right to do with you what they want? Well, ignore that. I'm just really rambling on stupid stuff. Don't have to read. This is more so I can take it out of my chest.
It's really funny that this past Christmas was nonexistent for me. It all started with the final exams. Who has time when all you do is study, right? Well, anyway, my birthday was good because my friends gave me a surprise dinner at, where was it? oh, yeah, Chilli's in San Patricio Plaza. They celebrated my birhtday 2 days before the actual birthday on the day of my last final. I feel really bad for Haruka. She arrived that day to Puerto Rico and she had to go to my University and sit down on a seat and wait for me to finish my test. It was almost 2 1/2 hours. Anyway, I took her shopping and then her boyfriend picked her up and went to his appartment and I went to my house to prepare. I had a really nice time with my friends. They gave me chocolate cake!!!!! Yay!!!! Chocolate for me!!! Chocolate cake, with chocolate frosting and chocolate everything.
After that it came to be December 17th, my actual birthdate. My mom wanted me to go to Boquerón so they could celebrate my birthday with me. So I went. BIG MISTAKE. Anyway, after that I came back to my house in San Juan and kept on driving Haruka around. That was good, because it took my mind off other things. Then came December 24th. Had a really big fight with my brother. Decided not to go with him to Boquerón. I stayed home watching movies. I had a blast, really. A peaceful Christmas Eve. Then came December 25th. Went to Boquerón in the afternoon. Had a discussion as soon as I arrived with my mom. Then we made a Christmas dinner. Went to sleep. Next day ment to my cousin's house. The next day I invited mom to go to Borders and watch a movie afterwards. She said yes, then stood me up. So I went alone. Went to watch Chronicles of Narnia. December 28th I went back to San Juan.
December 31st. Went to my other cousin's house. He lives real close, but couldn't go by foot 'cause of rain. I invited Haruka and his boyfriend. Had a nice time. My family was actin' weird. At 2:00 am went back home. Stayed up 'till 8:00 am doing nothin', but I have made it a tradition for myself to see the sun of the New Year. Woke up at 12:00 md. Mom yells at me because I had invited my friends to my cousin's house. Had a really big discussion. I cry for like 3 hours in my room. My friend then calls me she's in the hospital. She celebrated New Year's at the hospital. I felt really bad for her. She reminds me of my birthday and Christmas I felt worse, but that's ok.
In Puerto Rico Three Kings Day is very important. I spent it alone, because I wanted it to be like that. I had a nice time watching movies again. I don't want to have more fights in a time when we're supposed to get along. That is some tremendous BULLSHIT!!!!!. Anyway, I went some daus to the hospital and other days I spent them with Haruka.
Then a situation happened at the hospital with my friend. I got more pissed off. Why do people have to be such assholes. Nurses can burn in hell for all I care. I care more for the patients!!!! What is up with that huh??? But I'm glad that she's out of there now. But now she has to take care of her grandmother since she had been operated. I feel really bad for my friend because she spent Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year's and Three Kings Day alone. Her mother went to Cleveland clinic with my friend's grandmother and they had to be there for two months November and December. Anyway, so now that my friend is out of the hospital, she has to take care of her grandmother. Her Hollydays have been worse than mine. I don't have anything to complain about. Oh, well as we say "al que no quiere caldo le dan tres tazas y el que no tiene dinga tiene mandinga."
Shit happens and then you die, right? Now classes have started and I'm tired of being here. I hope I get a job fast. I have been handing out resumes and apllying for different jobs. I'm praying for someone to call me soon!!!!! Please God!!!! So, that's a little breif of how things are with me. Next post is gonna be about men. Or so I hope because I don't seem to understand them.
See you guys later!!!!! Ciao!!!!!!
PS: I love this man!!!!!!
This is just because!!!!! Cute things can happen...I believe in small miracles...and big ones as well
It's really funny that this past Christmas was nonexistent for me. It all started with the final exams. Who has time when all you do is study, right? Well, anyway, my birthday was good because my friends gave me a surprise dinner at, where was it? oh, yeah, Chilli's in San Patricio Plaza. They celebrated my birhtday 2 days before the actual birthday on the day of my last final. I feel really bad for Haruka. She arrived that day to Puerto Rico and she had to go to my University and sit down on a seat and wait for me to finish my test. It was almost 2 1/2 hours. Anyway, I took her shopping and then her boyfriend picked her up and went to his appartment and I went to my house to prepare. I had a really nice time with my friends. They gave me chocolate cake!!!!! Yay!!!! Chocolate for me!!! Chocolate cake, with chocolate frosting and chocolate everything.
After that it came to be December 17th, my actual birthdate. My mom wanted me to go to Boquerón so they could celebrate my birthday with me. So I went. BIG MISTAKE. Anyway, after that I came back to my house in San Juan and kept on driving Haruka around. That was good, because it took my mind off other things. Then came December 24th. Had a really big fight with my brother. Decided not to go with him to Boquerón. I stayed home watching movies. I had a blast, really. A peaceful Christmas Eve. Then came December 25th. Went to Boquerón in the afternoon. Had a discussion as soon as I arrived with my mom. Then we made a Christmas dinner. Went to sleep. Next day ment to my cousin's house. The next day I invited mom to go to Borders and watch a movie afterwards. She said yes, then stood me up. So I went alone. Went to watch Chronicles of Narnia. December 28th I went back to San Juan.
December 31st. Went to my other cousin's house. He lives real close, but couldn't go by foot 'cause of rain. I invited Haruka and his boyfriend. Had a nice time. My family was actin' weird. At 2:00 am went back home. Stayed up 'till 8:00 am doing nothin', but I have made it a tradition for myself to see the sun of the New Year. Woke up at 12:00 md. Mom yells at me because I had invited my friends to my cousin's house. Had a really big discussion. I cry for like 3 hours in my room. My friend then calls me she's in the hospital. She celebrated New Year's at the hospital. I felt really bad for her. She reminds me of my birthday and Christmas I felt worse, but that's ok.
In Puerto Rico Three Kings Day is very important. I spent it alone, because I wanted it to be like that. I had a nice time watching movies again. I don't want to have more fights in a time when we're supposed to get along. That is some tremendous BULLSHIT!!!!!. Anyway, I went some daus to the hospital and other days I spent them with Haruka.
Then a situation happened at the hospital with my friend. I got more pissed off. Why do people have to be such assholes. Nurses can burn in hell for all I care. I care more for the patients!!!! What is up with that huh??? But I'm glad that she's out of there now. But now she has to take care of her grandmother since she had been operated. I feel really bad for my friend because she spent Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year's and Three Kings Day alone. Her mother went to Cleveland clinic with my friend's grandmother and they had to be there for two months November and December. Anyway, so now that my friend is out of the hospital, she has to take care of her grandmother. Her Hollydays have been worse than mine. I don't have anything to complain about. Oh, well as we say "al que no quiere caldo le dan tres tazas y el que no tiene dinga tiene mandinga."
Shit happens and then you die, right? Now classes have started and I'm tired of being here. I hope I get a job fast. I have been handing out resumes and apllying for different jobs. I'm praying for someone to call me soon!!!!! Please God!!!! So, that's a little breif of how things are with me. Next post is gonna be about men. Or so I hope because I don't seem to understand them.
See you guys later!!!!! Ciao!!!!!!
PS: I love this man!!!!!!
This is just because!!!!! Cute things can happen...I believe in small miracles...and big ones as well