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now i'm at my fucking grandpa's house in castroville cause i fucked up at home, and it sucks ass... think of boot camp, army style with a normal person. it's really bad, and i really wanna go home... anyway, i guess things haven't really gotten any better. i'm trying to forget, but i just have to be patient... i don't even want another relationship right now, because i don't wanna take the time to know someone like i did before, i don't wanna spend another 2 years trying... i just wanna forget. about her, about everything, but i'ma try and be friends, and put our relationship behind me like i've done so many times before, except this time, we won't be getting back together... anyway i'ma stop talking about all this shit cause everyone's sick of it and it should just go to hell and die. so NO ONE TALK ABOUT ME OR NATALIE EVER AGAIN! lol... hi nat. hope everything's going well with joe, call me if he's acting weird and i'll tell you why he is... i've done pretty much everything i can to be that way, so i've been there... just call me if you ever need anything. you know i'm here for you, and i still love you, and always will. i really need a cigarette, and that's another reason this place sucks is cause i can't smoke. oh well. i'm gonna go read, cause that's all there is to do around here. i'll update tomorrow if i go back home...
-Tay
-Tay