now its my turn to bitch (Rated what the fuck!!!)

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well chris is back in the hospitel for those who dont know but he will be staying there for a little while if you want to get a hold of him call me and ill give you the number but lets give him some time he needs to be able to think anyway it kinda sucks becouse every time he does this it makes me feel bad becouse every time i wasn't there to help or talk him through it but if i tell him he would just fell bad and thats somthing i really dont want he may make stupid choices but i still love him like a brother he just doesn't understand why anyone would care about him and he can't see how much every one in my fanily care about him and want to make him happy we want to see him sucseed and i know if he trys he would too (he use to kick my ass in pokemon befor i cheated and stole the idea for a deak from a gym leader) anyway i geuss im done bitching for now someday i will have the time to sit down and tell the story of how heather got here in full for all to hear but right now im tired so ill fill you all in later and if you really wonna know keep buggen me about it and ill make time

Chris, i love you. your my brother with diffrent blood running through your vains. sure you do stupid shit alot but i always forgave you i wish you could see how much my mom, dad, heather, mere, and i care about you. becouse maybe then you would know why we try for you and don't give up on you. we all love you. and if you try to hurt yourself again i swar to myself i will kick your hairy white ass (thats right lizzie "hairy and white") that is all.

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