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well, got a bit more free time now i guess and yes,i came here to blog.
the exams have been alright so far but i dunno.. the weeks leading up to the exams have been by far one of the worst weeks of my lives
contemplation on things that are just wrong to think leading up to the exams.examples will be elaborated soon if you still have the patience to read on,whoever you are.
right before the start of the econ essays,
thoughts just ran thru my mind, more like memories..a lot of what ifs.. and i mean a lot. i didnt even know flashbacks could occur so rapidly
what if i was knocked down by the car while i was still living in teck whye when i dashed across the road,would i still be here?
what if i had choked on the honey i was fed when i was young, would i still be sitting for the bloody As?
what if i hadnt been able to scrap thru my Os, would i still be able to be what i was today?
i dont know, these thoughts was flashed by me. and i just have been pondering over that since i got back.
well, the As are gonna be ending soon,thankfully. hopefully i managed to do it to my fullest ability and the rest is in the hands of God and the markers of course.
post-A plans,for me only, is very short. 20days to be very very precise.
kinda sucks to know others will be clubbing, tonning and what not and i gotta be fiddling with a fire hose..or doing push-ups to flatten that chest o' mine.
whatever the case.. it sucks.
the exams have been alright so far but i dunno.. the weeks leading up to the exams have been by far one of the worst weeks of my lives
contemplation on things that are just wrong to think leading up to the exams.examples will be elaborated soon if you still have the patience to read on,whoever you are.
right before the start of the econ essays,
thoughts just ran thru my mind, more like memories..a lot of what ifs.. and i mean a lot. i didnt even know flashbacks could occur so rapidly
what if i was knocked down by the car while i was still living in teck whye when i dashed across the road,would i still be here?
what if i had choked on the honey i was fed when i was young, would i still be sitting for the bloody As?
what if i hadnt been able to scrap thru my Os, would i still be able to be what i was today?
i dont know, these thoughts was flashed by me. and i just have been pondering over that since i got back.
well, the As are gonna be ending soon,thankfully. hopefully i managed to do it to my fullest ability and the rest is in the hands of God and the markers of course.
post-A plans,for me only, is very short. 20days to be very very precise.
kinda sucks to know others will be clubbing, tonning and what not and i gotta be fiddling with a fire hose..or doing push-ups to flatten that chest o' mine.
whatever the case.. it sucks.