"We've got work to do."
I'll find some answers, balance things out again, somehow.
Not sure how long it'd take, but you know, sometimes it's important to just take a step back and re-examine where you stand, and how other people see you as well. I figure that I really can't expect someone else to be a replacement for what I once had, it helped at one point, but time went on. They fixed things that I couldn't accept myself at the time, and carry on the same as before.
I'd like to think it wouldn't be so bad if I had this whole larger than life persona, as the actual nature of what makes me tick isn't the most interesting or endearing, more like a reflection of someone else you wish you actually had, and that's the key; it won't compare to real thing.
I always seem to get stuck in the same kind of conversations, like being the only two people in the world seeing the sky as bright blue, shaking our heads at those picturing it dull and grey. It's not like I can even say a damn thing anymore, I can't buy your trust or build up the same amount of treasured moments. You just have to be there, feel it for yourself, I can't make any promises about catching you when everything hits you for it's worth.
Not sure how long it'd take, but you know, sometimes it's important to just take a step back and re-examine where you stand, and how other people see you as well. I figure that I really can't expect someone else to be a replacement for what I once had, it helped at one point, but time went on. They fixed things that I couldn't accept myself at the time, and carry on the same as before.
I'd like to think it wouldn't be so bad if I had this whole larger than life persona, as the actual nature of what makes me tick isn't the most interesting or endearing, more like a reflection of someone else you wish you actually had, and that's the key; it won't compare to real thing.
I always seem to get stuck in the same kind of conversations, like being the only two people in the world seeing the sky as bright blue, shaking our heads at those picturing it dull and grey. It's not like I can even say a damn thing anymore, I can't buy your trust or build up the same amount of treasured moments. You just have to be there, feel it for yourself, I can't make any promises about catching you when everything hits you for it's worth.