hrm...
today is not such a good day... hormones are all out of whack cause i got my pills late so ive been depressed all day.
no REAL reason... christian got laid off and i miss him at work.
itll be better this way tho, i can for real get over it and JUST be friendly. i hate that i get so attached...i blame growing up a tom-boy...when anyone shows me any kind of attention as a WOMAN i get all stupid and fall for it.
anyway enough boo stuff.... i <3 being home. gonna start working out today... im giving myself a year to lose 40 lbs... just need to kick myself into gear and giterdone!
no REAL reason... christian got laid off and i miss him at work.
itll be better this way tho, i can for real get over it and JUST be friendly. i hate that i get so attached...i blame growing up a tom-boy...when anyone shows me any kind of attention as a WOMAN i get all stupid and fall for it.
anyway enough boo stuff.... i <3 being home. gonna start working out today... im giving myself a year to lose 40 lbs... just need to kick myself into gear and giterdone!