why
why do i keep doing stupid shit like this... its like i get desperate for the attention i had and i do rash things.. nothing too terrible.. im enough of a tom-boy to know when im being irrational... but theres enough of the dumb girl alive inside to make me do things i shouldnt... like when he said he couldnt come over tonight, i should have just said" oh well its chill, maybe another time" thats what i WANTED to say... but no... i have to say... "well maybe on thurs then, unless i should stop asking.. i dont want to keep putting myself out there if youve changed your mind about hooking up"...wtf... something is mental in my head...
i NEVER get like this with guys... im usually cool and kick back... something about this boy has me all twisted up...
i NEVER get like this with guys... im usually cool and kick back... something about this boy has me all twisted up...