random thoughts
things that melts my heart, not in any order:
my baby joseph [every little thing he does is magic. cheesy, but true]
nice songs
breakfast buffet [or vice versa, or whatever]
satc's very last two epis
chito smiling at me [he does. he puts out his tongue and he just does]
cheese!
high heels
make up
rav in one corner, noisily drinking water, and the rabbit on the other corner, doing the same thing, only quietly and with poise
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the family just got home this afternoon from our stay in the hotel. where, hehe, secretong malupet. =p why, well, it's my dad's bday gift to my mom and sister.
makes me wonder, huh, when i turned seventeen, i ddnt get to stay in a hotel as his gift. he made me celebrate it on jollibee. hmmm.
i think i have never learned to "expect for the worse, hope for the best". really. for me what i get is what i deserve.
i know, i know. my boyfriend, after reading that last sentence, would automatically raise his hand to argue that that's not always the case, and besides it's not like i've done everything that i can.
o well.
i started with the expect for the worse thing because i was somehow disappointed with our stay. i dunno if it was because i ddnt get to sleep as well as i expected, or i had to share a bed with my sister, or because the food seems konti to me. i dunno if it's bad to complain, pero, i guess i've had better stays in that hotel before.
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on with the self-bashing. for the first and absolutely the last time ever, after the breakfast, i did the most unexpected thing i could possibly do: get the lalagyan of the marmalade.
shhhh.
please, bebi, i beg you to not even think about calling me marmalade girl. i just beg of you.
i used it, ok? it wasn't like i stole it, or was it? naah. i used it, and it's the first time that i saw it in a lalagyan. before kasi we had to scoop it pa from the bowl or something coz they buy in large bulk containers, i guess. so there. and to tell you the truth, the lalagyan is so cute.
my only mistake was, i told my sister about my rare bout of kleptomania. she then told mom, and mom told dad. jeez. yeah, at first, they were laughing at me, then they got ashamed, and when we were at the car, the parents pretty much gave a sermon [i.e., don't do that again, we ddnt raise you to act that way, yapidipidap].
two points. one, it's not like i'm gonna do it again [and yeah, even if they ddnt know about it, i still won't]. two, i've heard worse. you know, stealing trays, spoons, a thousand bucks they clearly don't deserve, celphones, even clothes that they wear again in front of the stealee.
^^^^
even if the fam was away for just a night, i still can't believe we left chito here. lamang, the hotel won't allow pets. -_- but it breaks my heart. yeah, the price of getting attached, to the point of almost being his mother.
does that make me a bitch? o well.
he was crying daw, the maids reported. not the usual tahol when you leave him, but ungol. i also suspect appearance of tears, something that i have yet to see.
we called up early this morning just to check up on him, and shiela, the infamous maid not just in the house but also in the street, said that upon hearing my voice, chito started biting the wire of the phone, compared to when it was mom who was talking to him, wherein he just sat there, listening. i think he just moved when mom gave up talking to him and loudly said, "ang bingi naman ng asong to".
a, he's not an aso, he's a little chinese fairy princess, and second, he's not bingi. adorable creatures like him and his kuya rav may be colorblind, yes, but not deaf.
ba yan, seryosohin. hello, busy ako.
now the next trip will be a week and a day from now, to baguio. start of the most hectic holy week i have ever heard of. we are actually planning what to do so that chito won't get detected by the guardias.
^^^^
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i want my white knitted poncho!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jeez, that store better have new stock this week. kasi ung pangit na babaeng yun e, bumili pa.
hehe. keeping it real, just keeping it real.
really. ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i want my white knitted poncho!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^^^
watch hitch. really cool. really funny. a lot to learn about.
^^^^
i probably have the worst case of homesickness, ever.
now that i have my three babies [i.e, joseph, chito and rav, joseph obviously my favorite] i find it quite hard to leave and just relax for a while. take this hotel stuff as an example. i was so heartbroken upon realizing i won't be with them for a night that i wrote a tangible journal entry dedicated to my homesickness. just sucks, man. again, absolutely breaks my heart.
pretty much sen me anywhere, as long as i have them. or just joseph. he can make me smile anytime anyway.
^^^^
watched a bit of my best friend's wedding today. absolutely liked dermot mulroney when he was jealous with rupert everett. =p
see, there's just such charm about men who act almost like little boys when they're jelly or with the girl they like.
hihihi... =)
definitely, bebi. yeap, you too.
you know that scene where dermot and julia rode the boat for the last time, it kinda got mushy, and when the boat passed by the bridge, it was the exact moment julia should have told him her feelings? well, i just realized, he had that look in his eyes. he did. when they passed the bridge and julia says, "passes you by", it was as if in that moment, he loved her the same way she loves him.
~i just don't know what to do with myself~
my baby joseph [every little thing he does is magic. cheesy, but true]
nice songs
breakfast buffet [or vice versa, or whatever]
satc's very last two epis
chito smiling at me [he does. he puts out his tongue and he just does]
cheese!
high heels
make up
rav in one corner, noisily drinking water, and the rabbit on the other corner, doing the same thing, only quietly and with poise
^^^^
the family just got home this afternoon from our stay in the hotel. where, hehe, secretong malupet. =p why, well, it's my dad's bday gift to my mom and sister.
makes me wonder, huh, when i turned seventeen, i ddnt get to stay in a hotel as his gift. he made me celebrate it on jollibee. hmmm.
i think i have never learned to "expect for the worse, hope for the best". really. for me what i get is what i deserve.
i know, i know. my boyfriend, after reading that last sentence, would automatically raise his hand to argue that that's not always the case, and besides it's not like i've done everything that i can.
o well.
i started with the expect for the worse thing because i was somehow disappointed with our stay. i dunno if it was because i ddnt get to sleep as well as i expected, or i had to share a bed with my sister, or because the food seems konti to me. i dunno if it's bad to complain, pero, i guess i've had better stays in that hotel before.
^^^^
on with the self-bashing. for the first and absolutely the last time ever, after the breakfast, i did the most unexpected thing i could possibly do: get the lalagyan of the marmalade.
shhhh.
please, bebi, i beg you to not even think about calling me marmalade girl. i just beg of you.
i used it, ok? it wasn't like i stole it, or was it? naah. i used it, and it's the first time that i saw it in a lalagyan. before kasi we had to scoop it pa from the bowl or something coz they buy in large bulk containers, i guess. so there. and to tell you the truth, the lalagyan is so cute.
my only mistake was, i told my sister about my rare bout of kleptomania. she then told mom, and mom told dad. jeez. yeah, at first, they were laughing at me, then they got ashamed, and when we were at the car, the parents pretty much gave a sermon [i.e., don't do that again, we ddnt raise you to act that way, yapidipidap].
two points. one, it's not like i'm gonna do it again [and yeah, even if they ddnt know about it, i still won't]. two, i've heard worse. you know, stealing trays, spoons, a thousand bucks they clearly don't deserve, celphones, even clothes that they wear again in front of the stealee.
^^^^
even if the fam was away for just a night, i still can't believe we left chito here. lamang, the hotel won't allow pets. -_- but it breaks my heart. yeah, the price of getting attached, to the point of almost being his mother.
does that make me a bitch? o well.
he was crying daw, the maids reported. not the usual tahol when you leave him, but ungol. i also suspect appearance of tears, something that i have yet to see.
we called up early this morning just to check up on him, and shiela, the infamous maid not just in the house but also in the street, said that upon hearing my voice, chito started biting the wire of the phone, compared to when it was mom who was talking to him, wherein he just sat there, listening. i think he just moved when mom gave up talking to him and loudly said, "ang bingi naman ng asong to".
a, he's not an aso, he's a little chinese fairy princess, and second, he's not bingi. adorable creatures like him and his kuya rav may be colorblind, yes, but not deaf.
ba yan, seryosohin. hello, busy ako.
now the next trip will be a week and a day from now, to baguio. start of the most hectic holy week i have ever heard of. we are actually planning what to do so that chito won't get detected by the guardias.
^^^^
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i want my white knitted poncho!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jeez, that store better have new stock this week. kasi ung pangit na babaeng yun e, bumili pa.
hehe. keeping it real, just keeping it real.
really. ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i want my white knitted poncho!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^^^
watch hitch. really cool. really funny. a lot to learn about.
^^^^
i probably have the worst case of homesickness, ever.
now that i have my three babies [i.e, joseph, chito and rav, joseph obviously my favorite] i find it quite hard to leave and just relax for a while. take this hotel stuff as an example. i was so heartbroken upon realizing i won't be with them for a night that i wrote a tangible journal entry dedicated to my homesickness. just sucks, man. again, absolutely breaks my heart.
pretty much sen me anywhere, as long as i have them. or just joseph. he can make me smile anytime anyway.
^^^^
watched a bit of my best friend's wedding today. absolutely liked dermot mulroney when he was jealous with rupert everett. =p
see, there's just such charm about men who act almost like little boys when they're jelly or with the girl they like.
hihihi... =)
definitely, bebi. yeap, you too.
you know that scene where dermot and julia rode the boat for the last time, it kinda got mushy, and when the boat passed by the bridge, it was the exact moment julia should have told him her feelings? well, i just realized, he had that look in his eyes. he did. when they passed the bridge and julia says, "passes you by", it was as if in that moment, he loved her the same way she loves him.
~i just don't know what to do with myself~