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It's been a while since i last posted, perhaps i should update. not even sure who all uses this anymore. however as always, i'm just posting to sort my thoughts and clear my head some.
Tonight was bittersweet. My best friend of 8 years, the boy i've had a crush on from the moment i met him until about two years ago, is leaving for Chicago with his boyfriend, and i'm heartbroken. I've been through so much with this boy, good and bad, that he's become like a brother to me, someone i consider family. and i said goodbye, drinking and dancing on the dancefloor. it was nice. I think it was a proper goodbye in our own fucked up relationship way.
so it's with a heavy heart, i said goodbye to Brandon. the boy that helped me come out of the closet. the boy who introduced me to pot, to booze, and to cigarettes. This is the same boy that helped me come to terms with who i am, and set me on the path to bettering myself (aside from substances) into being a sarcastic, loveable giant i am today.
The same boy that all those years ago, i posted about. saying i met an amazing guy today....at a driver's ed course, for our permits. when i was 15 years old.
...It's not really goodbye.
It's see you soon.
Tonight was bittersweet. My best friend of 8 years, the boy i've had a crush on from the moment i met him until about two years ago, is leaving for Chicago with his boyfriend, and i'm heartbroken. I've been through so much with this boy, good and bad, that he's become like a brother to me, someone i consider family. and i said goodbye, drinking and dancing on the dancefloor. it was nice. I think it was a proper goodbye in our own fucked up relationship way.
so it's with a heavy heart, i said goodbye to Brandon. the boy that helped me come out of the closet. the boy who introduced me to pot, to booze, and to cigarettes. This is the same boy that helped me come to terms with who i am, and set me on the path to bettering myself (aside from substances) into being a sarcastic, loveable giant i am today.
The same boy that all those years ago, i posted about. saying i met an amazing guy today....at a driver's ed course, for our permits. when i was 15 years old.
...It's not really goodbye.
It's see you soon.