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Love, a simple four letter word bearing the complexity of a universe.
To some, love is just a matter of feeling strongly for someone. for others, it's reserved for people who make you happy.
For me, it's a lie. Love is a feeling that makes one do stupid things, to believe someone who you want to be with, is someone that could do no wrong. And i'm an idiot for believing "Love is all one needs"
Love just throws your universe out of wack. It makes you put up with bullshit you otherwise wouldnt, it makes you accept things that would otherwise bother you.
I'm sick of love. i want it gone.
I'm tired of feeling like this relationship is going no where. I'm tired of feeling like everything is my fault, or feeling like i'm a terrible person.
Mostly..i'm tired of love.
I need to escape from it's clutches, to become excempt from it's retarded laws, and just never feel that skip in my heartbeat that i used to have when I was kissed by someone i liked.
I want it gone. I want to be me again. I want to be who i was meant to be. I dont want to change for some guy.
...I refuse to.
If he can't take me as I am, then my love isn't for him.
I dont need this shit. I can be happy without the lie called love.
To some, love is just a matter of feeling strongly for someone. for others, it's reserved for people who make you happy.
For me, it's a lie. Love is a feeling that makes one do stupid things, to believe someone who you want to be with, is someone that could do no wrong. And i'm an idiot for believing "Love is all one needs"
Love just throws your universe out of wack. It makes you put up with bullshit you otherwise wouldnt, it makes you accept things that would otherwise bother you.
I'm sick of love. i want it gone.
I'm tired of feeling like this relationship is going no where. I'm tired of feeling like everything is my fault, or feeling like i'm a terrible person.
Mostly..i'm tired of love.
I need to escape from it's clutches, to become excempt from it's retarded laws, and just never feel that skip in my heartbeat that i used to have when I was kissed by someone i liked.
I want it gone. I want to be me again. I want to be who i was meant to be. I dont want to change for some guy.
...I refuse to.
If he can't take me as I am, then my love isn't for him.
I dont need this shit. I can be happy without the lie called love.