LOVE YOU"ALL VERY MUCH!!!
hello, rachel's loved ones. this is rachel speaking beyond the grave. if u don't know yet i have a new yahoo id. i'll explain everything now. Last friday evening, i finally went through with it. suicide that is. i'm sorry to tell you this i just love all of u so much, i couldn't let you all see me like this. so i took my own life thinking that i was the cause of all your problems. i never realized i only caused more. now as i float here regretting my mistake. I wish to say i love all of you and i wanted to say one last good-bye. *hugs all*
i'm sorry if i scared you at first i was thinking of a new story line. do you like it? i think it will be a good story. I really didn't try to kill myself i promise, lol i'm actually happier then i've ever been. i hope u weren't crying, not that you would have really cared. i'm sorry i haven't been on in a long while. i've had alot on my mind lately. i met this really great guy that really makes me smile. he treats me like a goddess. hehe u'll understand my hehe if u get my new yahoo id. i've actually been writing alot lately not that i'm goin to let ne one read it *evil laugh* nah if u really want to read it i'll letcha. Except you aiko hehe. love you aiko. i'm glad ur feeling better. I just am really happy right now i don't think i've ever been this happy in my life. I've been dating my man for bout a month and two weeks. i'm sorry to keep rambling on bout this stuff but hey this is my blog right?! hehe sorry just really happy and loving life right now. i really don't know what i would do without him. if he ever left me i don't know if i could recover from it.
:) love yall,
Naede
PS I DON"T WANT NOTHING BUT A HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM EVERYONE!!! ps this is a recent pic of me hehe and baby girl.
i'm sorry if i scared you at first i was thinking of a new story line. do you like it? i think it will be a good story. I really didn't try to kill myself i promise, lol i'm actually happier then i've ever been. i hope u weren't crying, not that you would have really cared. i'm sorry i haven't been on in a long while. i've had alot on my mind lately. i met this really great guy that really makes me smile. he treats me like a goddess. hehe u'll understand my hehe if u get my new yahoo id. i've actually been writing alot lately not that i'm goin to let ne one read it *evil laugh* nah if u really want to read it i'll letcha. Except you aiko hehe. love you aiko. i'm glad ur feeling better. I just am really happy right now i don't think i've ever been this happy in my life. I've been dating my man for bout a month and two weeks. i'm sorry to keep rambling on bout this stuff but hey this is my blog right?! hehe sorry just really happy and loving life right now. i really don't know what i would do without him. if he ever left me i don't know if i could recover from it.
:) love yall,
Naede
PS I DON"T WANT NOTHING BUT A HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM EVERYONE!!! ps this is a recent pic of me hehe and baby girl.