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so i havent updated in a while. Andy and i are deffinately threw, and i am going out with jon whitiker. His older sister Kristen was East highs Validictorian last year, and im sure Jon will be Next year. Yeah hes only 15, but ive dated a 19 year old when i was 15. I guess you could say he probably felt occward because the 4 year difference, and i do too. i feel old. Jon will be 16 on the 22nd but ill be 18 march 16th. so its weard. ive never been older than my boyfriends. I Finally got a car, but i still have to get muy licence. i know i should have it by now but im parked car shy. i dont like to get close to them because i dont want to hit them and i kind of suck at parrellel parking.i can do it i just not too well. I did something thet i never thought i would do again. i cried, not the crying part but the reason y. i looked at an old picture of an old friend and just started balling. then i had to go threw the box......... it was gay. Then i put the picture in the box, so that would never happen again. i hope. I guess i just feel guilty because i was such an ungrateful little bitch tward him. i said i eas sorry but its only two words. words dont really mean anything anymore. Most people fall in love or become good friends or forgive by actions, not words. well i neep to work on astronomy so later yall