bull shit
so im sitting here at andys.we broke up last night. i feel like shit bc im the one who ended it. someone once told me that if one person doubted their relationship that it wouldnt last. they were right. i had doubted the relationship the entire time. ive been in love with someone else the entire time, and have only been trying to move on from 2 previous serious relationships. i couldnt lie to him anymore i feel like such a bitch bc i am, but he is still in love with me and says that i am not. it all changes once youve seen both ends, perspectives of an ended relationship. i , untill yesterday have only seen the dumped side, and now ive experianced both and i understand things that ive never understood about failed relationships before. i now know how hard it is to break up with someone and see their whole world come crashing down, and to feel like the bad guy. im sorry............... sorry never cuts it though, its just never good enough in these type of situations. thats all i feel like saying now.so goodbye till next time.