I think I'm leaving..

[nadzypg]

Well..I think I might leave the HPN..For good. I know that will make HIM all happy and proud, and he'll probably think that he was the reason that I left. But it's not. While the idiot pisses me off alot, he wouldn't be the reason..I'm just sick of being ignored..It's rather strange, but I'm either ignored, or when people do talk to me, I get told to shut up and I get told I'm stupid. OR I get drawn into having a fight. And I'm fucking sick of it!! I don't much like feeling dumb and inferior compared to other people...I don't care if they're older than me, or that they've been on the hpn longer, I'm sick of it! And Justin fucking carries on about how I say stupid things, and he makes me feel so dumb! ~_~ I don't know WHY I talk to him if he's just going to DO that!

So..Anyone who reads this thats from the HPN have any opinions? Should I or should I not leave?? I need advice, because right now I feel like complete shit.

<3 Nadia.

~PS: I DO feel sorry for the people in New Orleans! There were people in a stadium for a WEEK without food, water, running water, electricity or ANYTHING! A damned WEEK! That's just cruel! Australia is donating money to help with the survivors of the Hurricane..I'm not being insensitive, I'm just saying how the government hasn't been all too considerate..Maybe they didn't know [despite telling them to go there] but here was some kind of discussion/debate over it and I got told what the people were saying, and it was astounding!! Thanks to Zach for that...=) But GAH!