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Headdesk..Repeatedly*
Why am I so horrid? I'm not sure I understand this too clearly...I'm an arrogant, cold-hearted bitch..Well maybe to YOU I am! Argh!! ..In case you didn't know what I was talking about, I'm just screaming at my family.
I've copied and pasted this from the Steam Room..To sum it all up in like...One easy, hard to understand paragraph..And if they slam the door one more fuckign time I'm going to SCREAM at them! GODS BE DAMNED!
I had a craptastic day...And it got worse...I got locked in the school because no one would help me clean the paintbrushes, I cut my finger, I got paint on my favorite shirt, I slammed my knuckles in the sliding door and the doorframe, I was left alone in class for all day because most of my friends were on a Bio excursion, I didn't get my presecription because there was no parking, I continually scream at my brother because he pisses me off way too easily, and he acts so damned COCKY and i HATE it!! And my mum tells me I'm gutless and arrogant, and I'm also a cold hearted *****...And apparently I'm not good-looking, I'm failing school so mum tells me off, The guy I love lives on the other side of the EQUATOR and we barely talk at ALL, and ... My friends ignore me because they don't like something I do..I mean...OH! I just remembered something else, I babble too much, I'm too loud, I'm annoying, I don't make any sense, I'm stupid...I could go on forever about what people have told me, or how I've felt, or what people have said about me or what EVER..This has all happened in two days basically..Mostly today..I just went over the top...But everything I got told was in the past two days, and what happened was today...The rest is all just crap that's happened...GAH! *Dies*
Ahem..I'm still majorly pissed off...BAH!! STOP SLAMMING THE FUCKING DOOR! *Goes out and kills everyone with a baseball bat*..URGH! *Cries* I am THIS close!! GAH!!!!
Goodthing that happened today: Bought a teddybear for Daffodil DAy or whatever it was...Yep...Shane tried to make it a Nazi..And then a bluidy Gangster...Just no..And it's still nameless..It's a GIRL though..I have too many boy teddy's..Oooh, Here's the thng from one of my new stories..It's a MUUUUUUSHY one..Rare that I write a mushy one. Lol.
"Kestrel sat on her bed, her multi-coloured eyes [Either green, blue, amber or purple.] stared out of her window at the moonligt, star-filled sky. She had a habit of doing this every night, and sometimes she even lit a candle and prayed to her Goddess, or wished upon a star she saw. All of this was done in the fervent hope that the man she loved, who was [of course!] across the ocean, would look up into the sky and see the candles flame [somehow..SHUDDUP!] and know that she, Kestrel Ryder, was thinking of him." -That's all I'm putting in here..It's the first paragraph of it...And yeah...Micki...Its obvious, isn't it?? I bet everyone will know..Gah! *Hides*
The other story aint worth putting in here...It's just a HP/Marauders fanfic.
My face feels really hot now...It was like this on Friday...*Hevy sigh* I hope everyone I'm pissed off at dies a slow and painful death..And don't worry y'all..It's none of you..
<3 Nadia
EDIT:
~.Today.~
Dayumn! This thing with hurting myself has gone over to TWO days! Today, my ankle gave out, so I grazed my knee and my hands, and I got hit in the chest with a ball, HARD..Yah..I was sick all day, and then we had Yoga and I hurt my back..Stupid teacher...Bwaha..I almost got kicked outta Yoga because I was laughing...Oh! And I got completely SNOBBED! I hate being ignored! Oooh..I have a story to like...Put in here...And I hope someone reads it..Its called "A Love for Remus - And Other Crazy Things." It's strange..I like it!
Anyhoo..Ciao!
<3 Nadia. xox
Excerpt of story: "Kestrel sat on her bed, her multi-coloured eyes [Either green, blue, amber or purple.] stared out of her window at the moonligt, star-filled sky. She had a habit of doing this every night, and sometimes she even lit a candle and prayed to her Goddess, or wished upon a star she saw. All of this was done in the fervent hope that the man she loved, who was [of course!] across the ocean, would look up into the sky and see the candles flame [somehow..SHUDDUP!] and know that she, Kestrel Ryder, was thinking of him." -That's all I'm putting in here..It's the first paragraph of it
Why am I so horrid? I'm not sure I understand this too clearly...I'm an arrogant, cold-hearted bitch..Well maybe to YOU I am! Argh!! ..In case you didn't know what I was talking about, I'm just screaming at my family.
I've copied and pasted this from the Steam Room..To sum it all up in like...One easy, hard to understand paragraph..And if they slam the door one more fuckign time I'm going to SCREAM at them! GODS BE DAMNED!
I had a craptastic day...And it got worse...I got locked in the school because no one would help me clean the paintbrushes, I cut my finger, I got paint on my favorite shirt, I slammed my knuckles in the sliding door and the doorframe, I was left alone in class for all day because most of my friends were on a Bio excursion, I didn't get my presecription because there was no parking, I continually scream at my brother because he pisses me off way too easily, and he acts so damned COCKY and i HATE it!! And my mum tells me I'm gutless and arrogant, and I'm also a cold hearted *****...And apparently I'm not good-looking, I'm failing school so mum tells me off, The guy I love lives on the other side of the EQUATOR and we barely talk at ALL, and ... My friends ignore me because they don't like something I do..I mean...OH! I just remembered something else, I babble too much, I'm too loud, I'm annoying, I don't make any sense, I'm stupid...I could go on forever about what people have told me, or how I've felt, or what people have said about me or what EVER..This has all happened in two days basically..Mostly today..I just went over the top...But everything I got told was in the past two days, and what happened was today...The rest is all just crap that's happened...GAH! *Dies*
Ahem..I'm still majorly pissed off...BAH!! STOP SLAMMING THE FUCKING DOOR! *Goes out and kills everyone with a baseball bat*..URGH! *Cries* I am THIS close!! GAH!!!!
Goodthing that happened today: Bought a teddybear for Daffodil DAy or whatever it was...Yep...Shane tried to make it a Nazi..And then a bluidy Gangster...Just no..And it's still nameless..It's a GIRL though..I have too many boy teddy's..Oooh, Here's the thng from one of my new stories..It's a MUUUUUUSHY one..Rare that I write a mushy one. Lol.
"Kestrel sat on her bed, her multi-coloured eyes [Either green, blue, amber or purple.] stared out of her window at the moonligt, star-filled sky. She had a habit of doing this every night, and sometimes she even lit a candle and prayed to her Goddess, or wished upon a star she saw. All of this was done in the fervent hope that the man she loved, who was [of course!] across the ocean, would look up into the sky and see the candles flame [somehow..SHUDDUP!] and know that she, Kestrel Ryder, was thinking of him." -That's all I'm putting in here..It's the first paragraph of it...And yeah...Micki...Its obvious, isn't it?? I bet everyone will know..Gah! *Hides*
The other story aint worth putting in here...It's just a HP/Marauders fanfic.
My face feels really hot now...It was like this on Friday...*Hevy sigh* I hope everyone I'm pissed off at dies a slow and painful death..And don't worry y'all..It's none of you..
<3 Nadia
EDIT:
~.Today.~
Dayumn! This thing with hurting myself has gone over to TWO days! Today, my ankle gave out, so I grazed my knee and my hands, and I got hit in the chest with a ball, HARD..Yah..I was sick all day, and then we had Yoga and I hurt my back..Stupid teacher...Bwaha..I almost got kicked outta Yoga because I was laughing...Oh! And I got completely SNOBBED! I hate being ignored! Oooh..I have a story to like...Put in here...And I hope someone reads it..Its called "A Love for Remus - And Other Crazy Things." It's strange..I like it!
Anyhoo..Ciao!
<3 Nadia. xox
Excerpt of story: "Kestrel sat on her bed, her multi-coloured eyes [Either green, blue, amber or purple.] stared out of her window at the moonligt, star-filled sky. She had a habit of doing this every night, and sometimes she even lit a candle and prayed to her Goddess, or wished upon a star she saw. All of this was done in the fervent hope that the man she loved, who was [of course!] across the ocean, would look up into the sky and see the candles flame [somehow..SHUDDUP!] and know that she, Kestrel Ryder, was thinking of him." -That's all I'm putting in here..It's the first paragraph of it