#014 - Ahhhhhhh

Sep 29, 2021 18:48

Ok, that im not okay. Hahahaha
So going to throw rant @ buang kedukacitaan disini.
Until how long it takes for me to be okay.
So pardon me.

Yesterday i feel so tired.
Probably because of the news. As expected that i will become like this. Hahaha
Sleep early, bangun 2, 3 kali dalam tu mimpi pelik2.
Bangun, tidor balik mimpi sampai ke pagi.
Sebaik tak barai. 
Maybe sebab otak ni berfikiran macam-macam. hahaha

Bukan dukacita sangat. I saw the news i will smile , happy for them but later feel depressed.
They not even my ichi my ichi already dead XD. Just the one i adore together. The delusional is this real. Hahahaha
No matter what i need to face this. Its too real. Eventhought i know its coming when i decide to folow them.
Berapa kali dah cakap pasl ni. Tapi tu la still...  Masih menyakitkan.

Really adore orang yang boleh gembira and support diorang.
Specially yang tak judge dekat orang yang toxic la. Sapa tau diorang face apekan.

Anyway my resolution macam mana pun kene berubah jugak. Takpelah. Sikit2 dapat jauhkan diri pun da ok.
Kene release kan barang lagi. Sebab kalau hold mcm mana nak move on.
Harap ade masa nak sort tu semua.

Kalau rasa rindu. Tengoklah Jujutsu Kaisen dengan Kimetsu sebab kat situ takde pairing yang menyakitkan.
Hanya kesedihan akibat kematian dan kalau ade pun understandable. Hahaha

Menyampahlah bila first draf tak save pastu tak dapat post.
I like that one much more
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