wtf, mate?
*chuckle* I just read Filip's last entry. What a nut! ... and now he has to be nice 'cause he made a bargain with himself. Serves him right to have to act like the nice guy everyone knows him to be. Seems like he's the only one who doesn't realize it. :(
Home alone this evening as Husband is at work. And I'm feeling gawd-awful restless. I played around a bit on another MUD, using a new interface program I'm not familiar with. I just can't concentrate for crap to be able to figure out the simple differences like how to do aliases, triggers, etc. I did manage to make myself figure out some basic things I wanted to be sure I had, but my heart just wasn't in it.
Maybe if I cut it out and threw it at the computer screen? ... wow, bizarre visual, there.
The restlessness seems to be deeper than I just can't concentrate. It's almost like I want to change my entire life around and completely upset my whole world. Unfortunately, I'm a security-junkie and I like the comfort of knowing I have a steady paycheck that will pay my bills and keep me out of trouble.
But I truly admire those who can jump off the ledge and build their wings on the way down.
Home alone this evening as Husband is at work. And I'm feeling gawd-awful restless. I played around a bit on another MUD, using a new interface program I'm not familiar with. I just can't concentrate for crap to be able to figure out the simple differences like how to do aliases, triggers, etc. I did manage to make myself figure out some basic things I wanted to be sure I had, but my heart just wasn't in it.
Maybe if I cut it out and threw it at the computer screen? ... wow, bizarre visual, there.
The restlessness seems to be deeper than I just can't concentrate. It's almost like I want to change my entire life around and completely upset my whole world. Unfortunately, I'm a security-junkie and I like the comfort of knowing I have a steady paycheck that will pay my bills and keep me out of trouble.
But I truly admire those who can jump off the ledge and build their wings on the way down.