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its always the nights i take a late shower that i feel like i should write in here.
things are marginal right now. i have a lot of things going for me, and at the same time, a few things aren't. I've decided to not go back to school this semester because I have no money, and and don't feel like I'm motivated enough right now to go back and give it 100% and get things done in the way I'm capable of. So getting done with college is even further away, which in all honesty, makes me feel horrible. a lot of people are done, or being close to it, and I still see no light at the end of that tunnel. But I also think (and hope) that having this semester to sit and think about it will put it in my head that I can't procrastinate, and give me the motivation I need to get my shit together and get done. I'm almost ready to stand up. Not to mention trying to get a hold of my "College Fund" seems to be slightly harder than attempting to rob a bank.
In all honesty, I just want to have enough money to go to Florida for break. Its been so long since the last vacation, I dont care where I go, what I do (for the most part), or who's there. And warm weather sounds really nice after a high of 24.
Last weekend was kind of meh. It had potential I suppose, but a few things kind of brought it down. Oh well, next weekend is another....weekend.
Really want to see John Mayer and Mat Kearney at the Coliseum next month. But since it's about $40 a ticket and on Valentine's Day...that probably won't be happening. lame.
Til next time...
things are marginal right now. i have a lot of things going for me, and at the same time, a few things aren't. I've decided to not go back to school this semester because I have no money, and and don't feel like I'm motivated enough right now to go back and give it 100% and get things done in the way I'm capable of. So getting done with college is even further away, which in all honesty, makes me feel horrible. a lot of people are done, or being close to it, and I still see no light at the end of that tunnel. But I also think (and hope) that having this semester to sit and think about it will put it in my head that I can't procrastinate, and give me the motivation I need to get my shit together and get done. I'm almost ready to stand up. Not to mention trying to get a hold of my "College Fund" seems to be slightly harder than attempting to rob a bank.
In all honesty, I just want to have enough money to go to Florida for break. Its been so long since the last vacation, I dont care where I go, what I do (for the most part), or who's there. And warm weather sounds really nice after a high of 24.
Last weekend was kind of meh. It had potential I suppose, but a few things kind of brought it down. Oh well, next weekend is another....weekend.
Really want to see John Mayer and Mat Kearney at the Coliseum next month. But since it's about $40 a ticket and on Valentine's Day...that probably won't be happening. lame.
Til next time...