Sep 18, 2006 20:19
posting my first journal entry in months sure beats having to do homework. Im kind of at a crossroads with this thing. On one hand, it's great that I can look back on all the stuff I've done at periods of my life and remember things I had forgotten about. I do enjoy going back and seeing where my head was at about certain things after they've developed. But on the other hand, its kind of nice to have the privacy (also the reason why I won't be posting normal entries on myspace anymore), and it can get tedious updating all the time.
regardless, I signed in to update with inconsistent capitalization and graceful typing, so here I am.
life is very busy lately. I have school full-time, and am actually applying myself as a full-time student so I can get done and move on with my life. turns out theres a lot of work involved in that. Between that, working a full and part-time job, trying to have a social life, and the occasional Syndicate promotion (more on that later), I'm exhausted. Granted, this semester seems to be flying by, but I'm guessing it's not going to get any easier.
Somehow, my mindset has changed a lot about my future in the past month or so. I've decided as of now, I have no desire to move away if I don't have to. And most surprisingly, I'm not as dead set on music marketing as I once was. That and moving away kind of go hand in hand, and after I decided that maybe I wasn't completely ready to move east for even as little as a summer, the music marketing desire kind of faded as well. And within the past week or so, I've decided that my heart really isn't even in the Street Syndicate stuff anymore. Maybe it's because of the busy schedule, or that I'm just bored with it(more than likely, I'm easily bored). The extra money and benefits are nice, I just think that there's people out there that can do a better job for them. Not to mention with this new "regional captain" idea, that was kind of off-putting, seeing as how it just kind of happened without warning.
Anyways. MATC is offering a trip to Ireland in March. I suppose I could wave to NYC as we fly over. Depending on what this mysterious "college fund turned graduation present" my dad has for me, I could have 2-3 vacations in a year, after having 2 in the past 10-12 years. Unlikely, but possible.
Playlist:
John Mayer - Continuum
Lamb Of God - Sacrament
American Analog Set - Know By Heart
Calexico/Iron and Wine - In The Reins EP
p.s. Grafitti Party here on saturday. Get a hold of me for more info.