life has an interesting way of suprising you

Feb 13, 2008 03:16

Just when you think you have it all figured out life seems to laugh in your face and give you a whole new set of rules.

Have you ever been floating through life until that moment when everything stops? It's suddenly the "wait...what?" moment of your life where you find yourself in shock?

Well I have had that moment, when I peed on that stick and saw that extra blue line. The whole world stopped. So, as any sane girl would do, I peed on another. Same result...I have now peed on five sticks (some at a clinic even) and it is now clear that I....have a fetus.

I have talked to family and some friends and decided that I am keeping it. I talkd about my options but decided that this is what I need to do. I am absolutely pro-choice but know that this is the right decision for me.

So my due date is late September and I have stopped doing all the recreational stuff. I am cutting down the cigarettes and am down to 3-6 a day which is much better than the almost two packs a day I was smoking when I found out.

My boyfriend and I are very excited and I expect that motherhood will hold many more suprises!

So, come what may I am getting as ready as I can be. Who knows what happens next? All I know is that morning sickness sucks and I miss sushi and cookie dough!

I ask you guys to keep me in your thoughts. Think healthy thoughts for baby and I please!
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