Apr 05, 2010 11:12
Is anyone doing/did anyone do anything particularly interesting for Easter? I literally haven't left the house for a whole week apart from to go to Asda. I feel so lethargic. God, I'm so boring LATELY. My cousin Sam said to me when she was 14 "If you're bored you become boring". It's true! If you stop doing stuff you don't want to do anything. I feel like going out is such a chore though, it's like a job (Paris Hilton). Don't get angry, I know what you mean. I feel like I've got 2 personalities. I've actually got about 15 or more, but 2 main ones. Like one is like, 'do everything', and the other one is like, 'no'. I've probably got bipolar 2, lol. Sometimes I see pictures for no reason or hear words or see short film clips (visions). Don't judge me, what's wrong with it anyway? Everyone is so fussy, like "OMG did you see what she said/wrote lol lol lol". Well it's true so bog off. This Livejournal is so boring, I can't even read it it's so shit. It makes me laugh though because I obviously can't write what I really mean so it's like one of those Amiga 1200 voice things when you type in something and it sounds like a Jamaican robot.
BTW, I'm listening to Freestyle FM. Yes, you can put it on your i-tunes forever, I didn't even know you could do that with internet radio. Does that mean I don't know fashion? Freestyle is a music genre, it's like an offshoot of 80s electro that has singing over the top. Usually lovesongs, complaining of heartbreak etc, but not always. It's mainly sung by Latin American people. All of the early songs were amazing but then it went a bit naff but still good in it's own crap way. Pretty similar to how Italo can either be really interesting or really cheesy. Sometimes it can be both, THAT'S THE BEAUTY OF IT. Tut, there was a really good song on then by Willie Valentin and just as I turned it up a shit as fuck song by Pure Trend came on. I feel so embarrassed *BLUSH*
I have such frequent mood changes that in about half an hour anything I've written here will be totally irrelevant. I'll write something and I'll mean it at the time, like for an oversimplified example "I don't like going out anymore" or something. Then the next day I'll read it and feel like someone else wrote it. Remember in Brookside when Jimmy Corkhill became a crack dealer and got a dog called Cracker? I can see paintings. Do you like grotesque body art? I'm psychic. OMG, they're playing 'Your Loving Arms' by Billy Ray Martin. That's not freestyle but it does remind me of when this girl called Julie Bennett was like "Do you want a go on my pipe" and I was like, "No". But I wanted to really, I just didn't know how to do it. We were sat on a log watching some boys on scrambler bikes.