what i don't want to be.

Apr 03, 2010 18:41

soooo, i'm a douchbag! sometimes my boss from my old summer internship contracts me PAID to work for him when he can't. it's just easy theatrical audio and light tech and GOOD money compared to my waitressing gig! i have been aware that he has needed my assistance for his europe trip during beginning of april. anywayyyy, i went last saturday to visit and do the necessary paperwork and figure out my schedule. he just kept saying "for sugarday the 15th, that cool, yo?" i say coo.

breakdown of me this semester: automatic as fuck. all i've been doing is work and a fuckton of time management. so i just kept thinking 15th, 15th, 15th, got it! done. nopeeee. i didn't think of the month the 15th falls under - APRIL. APRIL 15th is my sister's 25th birthday! horrible sister status. :(

i feel like shit. i've offered to go in and figure out if they have a back up of his back up. i don't want to make my boss look like he didn't leave his job to a completely competent worker, though. my sister says it's all good and i know i'll spend every chance i get with her surrounding her bday MINUS the show time, but blah. she keeps saying it's good money and more experience in my feild, but it's not even about that.

i'm gonna try to let this one go with grace, but i know i'm not like that. note to self: never ever care about work more than things that really matter to me.
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