for the freedom of love.
now i'm listening to erykah like it's always been my own expression.
out of nowhere, when i was parallel parking, he told me he would be alright if i left before he did. and, if i moved somewhere else, sacramento, los angeles, anywhere else in california, he still wanted this relationship. east coast is another story. shit, all i could really do was stop my parking and just say thank you. the fear of holding myself back for a man (one that i love, at the very least and most) who fits so incredibly well with me was tearing me up. especially when i'm working on a project or going through my classes, i get so inspired to do whatever it takes to succeed and do audio and sound design for the rest of my life. it's my passion, it's what i want to always be doing. the likelihood of finding a job in the bay aren't as good as LA amongst other places, but i'm excited now that the ore-hesitation of making such a move is lifted. i know that i couldn't stop giving my work my fucking all and fucking love the person i'm with as much as fucking possible, as well. yeah, yeah, though. silly fucking me even letting a man hold me back, but shit, it is something to keep in mind and prep for. i never want to forget the freedom i have, even within this pairing. it really is my life.
out of nowhere, when i was parallel parking, he told me he would be alright if i left before he did. and, if i moved somewhere else, sacramento, los angeles, anywhere else in california, he still wanted this relationship. east coast is another story. shit, all i could really do was stop my parking and just say thank you. the fear of holding myself back for a man (one that i love, at the very least and most) who fits so incredibly well with me was tearing me up. especially when i'm working on a project or going through my classes, i get so inspired to do whatever it takes to succeed and do audio and sound design for the rest of my life. it's my passion, it's what i want to always be doing. the likelihood of finding a job in the bay aren't as good as LA amongst other places, but i'm excited now that the ore-hesitation of making such a move is lifted. i know that i couldn't stop giving my work my fucking all and fucking love the person i'm with as much as fucking possible, as well. yeah, yeah, though. silly fucking me even letting a man hold me back, but shit, it is something to keep in mind and prep for. i never want to forget the freedom i have, even within this pairing. it really is my life.