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my room is clean, i haven't slept in my bed in a week...i've been so relaxed. it's nice to not even have that feeling that stress is going to creep up behind me and milo-syringe jump my ass. the only goals i've been setting in my mind are long term, life-fulfilling, hard working goals...and, the goodness of short term pleasures coming as they please is random and beautiful. i've been taking go with the flow to a whole new entity for me and the small shit i do trip over gets easily brushed off five minutes after i point it out...and shit's bomb again.
i'm absolutely pumped to work hard for whatever i want.
i feel like the sexiest fucking woman alive.
my soul feels like it's growing higher than i can comprehend.
my mind feels free of all the things that counter peace.
i'm realizing moreso than ever how much all the people i've come across in life mean to me.
nothing can be just black or white. i don't think i'll ever let myself forget that again.
i'm absolutely pumped to work hard for whatever i want.
i feel like the sexiest fucking woman alive.
my soul feels like it's growing higher than i can comprehend.
my mind feels free of all the things that counter peace.
i'm realizing moreso than ever how much all the people i've come across in life mean to me.
nothing can be just black or white. i don't think i'll ever let myself forget that again.