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Here's a random confession for all to know... for a long time now i've highly considered dying better than living...the end of pain the end of grief, the end of worries, the end of depression, the end of stress, the end of heartache. Today brad said something that really stuck to me...
I realize that he's right, I don't want death, because this is what death is...all of these things that are here now...forever.
Death is not an escape, it's not a dream...it's the absence of life. And, that's why I feel miserable already, because I feel life lacking.
Just a note, I'm not talking about "heaven" necessarily, I'm merely talking about what death means to me. For a more thorough explanation of heaven, ask mikaeldraven, brad has some really good insight into the matter.
I realize that he's right, I don't want death, because this is what death is...all of these things that are here now...forever.
Death is not an escape, it's not a dream...it's the absence of life. And, that's why I feel miserable already, because I feel life lacking.
Just a note, I'm not talking about "heaven" necessarily, I'm merely talking about what death means to me. For a more thorough explanation of heaven, ask mikaeldraven, brad has some really good insight into the matter.