Death is all around me
My grandad is about to die. He might not even make it to Saturday.
My cousin died last month. My aunt died. My relationship with my best friend died.
why is this all happening at once? I don't feel like I'm living right now. Its the worst dream I've ever had playing out. I just don't know what to do. what do I do? How do I get through this? I feel like almost everything important to me has just... died. I feel abandoned by life, and lonely, and deperessed. I'm devastated. How am I supposed to function?
My cousin died last month. My aunt died. My relationship with my best friend died.
why is this all happening at once? I don't feel like I'm living right now. Its the worst dream I've ever had playing out. I just don't know what to do. what do I do? How do I get through this? I feel like almost everything important to me has just... died. I feel abandoned by life, and lonely, and deperessed. I'm devastated. How am I supposed to function?