life as I know it
I hate my job. I love getting a lot of money every 2 weeks, but for the first time in my working life, ever, I really don't give shit about money. I'm sick of being exhausted, and resentful, and over worked, abused, and patronized at work. I'm the spawn of 2 of the most powerful people there, so I think my boss's think its ok to stretch me past my limits... because my parents do their jobs so extraordinarily well.
Mike and I had a talk yesterday. I think he was nervous to make plans without me, and that was getting under his skin. I'm not sure why he's felt that way - I've always been his #1 fan in pushing him to get out there with his friends. I even butted out a lot when his friends would just go to the clubs and pick them up at 4 am. No issues. So he's off with his friends for the evening, and thats totally alright. I'm glad we had that talk. I had no idea that he was so nervous to make plans without me! He just said he felt bad because I was always working, so he was always trying to make free time around my work - but with our work schedules conflicting the way they do, I don't expect him to sacrifice like that. As long as I get to snuggle him all night and see him when we can both make good time to, I'm the happiest girl alive!
Amy is engaged, and her wedding plans are already driving me nuts. Its kind of fun, but still.
CU lost to the... lambs... I don't want to blog about it. I'm glad I graduated before I saw that kind of fall for my dynasty.
Voss is having #2, SO EXCITED!! I'm super stoked that Kel, Sarah and I will all be able to go out to see her. I miss her so much, and its been way too long since I've been on a trip with Sarah. I MISS YOU SHMOOPY!!
MY BROTHER COMES HOME SO SOON! SO SOON!!! YIPPIE YAY!!!!
I've been on this balance beam for so long, of being totally fine that New and I haven't talked things out or anything. Sometimes I trip and feel like I'm going to fall off that beam, because i still feel like it could be talked about, the truly evil things could be dissolved, and I'd stop hating him, and hating that my best friend still talks to him, and makes plans to hang out with him. I still refuse to be the first to make that peace. Childish? yes. Deserved? without a doubt. Even though its highly unlikely it will ever be resolved without a chance encounter or without me going to him first, but thats ok. I'll have to figure that out as i go.
I can't believe I'm almost 22. Yikes. How weird.
I hope things continue to get better in my life. Things are certainly going in a new direction that I wasn't expecting at this point, but I'm so happy with it.
PS... I totally know when I'm... nevermind...
Mike and I had a talk yesterday. I think he was nervous to make plans without me, and that was getting under his skin. I'm not sure why he's felt that way - I've always been his #1 fan in pushing him to get out there with his friends. I even butted out a lot when his friends would just go to the clubs and pick them up at 4 am. No issues. So he's off with his friends for the evening, and thats totally alright. I'm glad we had that talk. I had no idea that he was so nervous to make plans without me! He just said he felt bad because I was always working, so he was always trying to make free time around my work - but with our work schedules conflicting the way they do, I don't expect him to sacrifice like that. As long as I get to snuggle him all night and see him when we can both make good time to, I'm the happiest girl alive!
Amy is engaged, and her wedding plans are already driving me nuts. Its kind of fun, but still.
CU lost to the... lambs... I don't want to blog about it. I'm glad I graduated before I saw that kind of fall for my dynasty.
Voss is having #2, SO EXCITED!! I'm super stoked that Kel, Sarah and I will all be able to go out to see her. I miss her so much, and its been way too long since I've been on a trip with Sarah. I MISS YOU SHMOOPY!!
MY BROTHER COMES HOME SO SOON! SO SOON!!! YIPPIE YAY!!!!
I've been on this balance beam for so long, of being totally fine that New and I haven't talked things out or anything. Sometimes I trip and feel like I'm going to fall off that beam, because i still feel like it could be talked about, the truly evil things could be dissolved, and I'd stop hating him, and hating that my best friend still talks to him, and makes plans to hang out with him. I still refuse to be the first to make that peace. Childish? yes. Deserved? without a doubt. Even though its highly unlikely it will ever be resolved without a chance encounter or without me going to him first, but thats ok. I'll have to figure that out as i go.
I can't believe I'm almost 22. Yikes. How weird.
I hope things continue to get better in my life. Things are certainly going in a new direction that I wasn't expecting at this point, but I'm so happy with it.
PS... I totally know when I'm... nevermind...