Nov 03, 2008 19:56
When you were mine
You know...
We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up
I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories
For the first time, ever, I can say that I am finally over Matt New. Completely. Totally.
God damn, that is so freeing.
This song really reminds me of him, but it doesn't make me sad anymore to hear lyrics that buzz with our history. I don't feel like I'm going to pass out when I see him anymore - I can carry myself around campus with dignity and confidence.
I'm so looking forward to the future now.
and Lou is so, so cute. ;)